jokes on you.

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^ lol at people who blog about me.

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not really sure if that was a success or failure. well i didn't seem to get my point across. probably something to do with my lack of sleep and a little bit of christmas alcohol. so probably failed. oh well we shall see. unfortunatly.

hmmm, quiet PLEASE.

really? i mean REALLY. come on, for fucks sake no one cares. NO ONE CARES!!!!!!! great so your attention seeking again. did you not notice when it didn't work the first time! arghhh.

anywayss..

merry christmas everyone! hope everyone had a good one. i wish the build up wasn't so long but this year was good if a little confusing in places. i haven't consumed this much alcohol in a while, but hey it can only be good for me. as for a 'white christmas' more like an 'ice christmas' but better than nothing i guess! means that i cant ride though.

ahhh, and while im here i would just like to take the opertunity to say, i don't really give a fuck what you think i did wrong and what you are doing thats better.

totally need to get a new years dress now. alcohol, and lots of it please. wow this is a colourful blog. reading it back kinda looks like i have multiple personality, i don't i promise. happy holidays my lovely's!

if im a bad person, you don't like me? well i guess ill make my own way.

in contrast with my last blog im now going to have a downer. thought i'd warn you.

if you see me as a bad person or you think i do bad things well thats your problem not mine. its just a difference of opinion. and if i don't like you i don't expect you to change just stay out of my way, is that a bad way to look at things? i don't think so.

and while im heading in that direction.. why are some people just so fucking full of themselves? confidence is a good thing, of course it is but over confidence is just irritaing, it pushes people away. some people just need to know that not everyone is going to like them, but thats okay! just deal with it people please.

do you think that mega irritating people know that they are? and that people that are juat bad people see themselves as bad people? hmmm. then again maybe some people see me as irritating or a bad person? how can you tell? i guess you cant really, again just opinion.

good night!

Listning to cobra- good girls go bad really sets the tone for this blog.
Sixth form party was great! So much for me not drinking or 'sticking to soft alcohol' god. a few shots later! is it just me or is getting ready seriously stressful!? what a laugh though. dancing is so much more fun drunk! also have finally found my 'limit' meaning i have worked out just how much alcohol i can handle before throwing up or passing out. on the whole what a success! i love going out, everyone should do it more! dance music is nit my thing but fucking hell its infectious! again please!?

Wembley.

now now every children are great, not as good live as they are recorded but hey. felt bad people didn't warm to them.
paper route are growing on me, they seemed better to me at wembley than they did at the nia, but maybe thats just me!
of course you me at six were amazing, and i didn't hate af, thought i would but she was actually great! im falling in love with always attract again :)
PARAMORE. again brilliant. please come back to us, please

If.

This is my blog of if's.
IF people didnt lie the world wouldn't work, however
IF people stopped lying i wouldn't feel the need to be angry at them
IF people didn't exaggerate they wouldn't make themselves so laughable
IF people didn't live in their own little world they might see they are WRONG
IF there was no christmas there wouldn't be as many people in debt
IF it was summer things wouldn't look so gloomy
IF it snows i will be happy happy happy
IF boys didnt exist humanity would fail, however
IF there were no boys things may turn out quite simple
Basically IF all these things changed life would be awsome:)
Hahaa, it all makes life a bit more exiting like this though!

wow

WOW!
okay, paramore was fucking fantastic! hayley williams and taylor york. threesome yes please.
the whole thing was note perfect, amazing. going again on friday, this time to london!

Oh dear.

what is it when things you used to take as a joke piss you off? and people you used to get along with make you want to scream?
there is to much going on right now, and between five aslevels a job two horses and insomnia my life has gone so wrong. what the fuck are you supposed to do when you start randomly crying at little things because everything is just to much? fuck my life i hate this. i should have gone to collage picked some shitty, easy three day a week course and worked on minimum wage for the rest of my life.

..on the upside paramore this friday, and next!

Best month eveeeeeeeeeer.

why?

-i can sleep better now
-hair more natural
-clothes show live
-paramore.. twice
-christmas holidays
-lots of time for riding
-christmas shopping
-christmas

all i need this month :)
what an exiting blog HA x