Oh dear.

what is it when things you used to take as a joke piss you off? and people you used to get along with make you want to scream?
there is to much going on right now, and between five aslevels a job two horses and insomnia my life has gone so wrong. what the fuck are you supposed to do when you start randomly crying at little things because everything is just to much? fuck my life i hate this. i should have gone to collage picked some shitty, easy three day a week course and worked on minimum wage for the rest of my life.

..on the upside paramore this friday, and next!